At first I was afraid, I was petrified
Kept thinkin' I could never live without you by my side
But then I spent so many n1ghts thinkin' how you did me wrong
And I grew strong and I learned how to get along...
(...)
Go on now, go, walk out the door
Just turn around now, 'cause you're not welcome anymore
Weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye?
Did you think I'd crumble? Did you think I'd lay down and die?
Oh, no, not I, I will survive...
Oh, as long as I know how to love, I know I'll stay alive
I've got all my life to live, and I've got all my love to give
I will survive, I will survive...
(...)
It took all the strength I had not to fall apart
Just tryin' hard to mend the pieces of my broken heart
And I spent oh-so many n1ghts just feelin' sorry for myself
I used to cry, but now I hold my head up high
And you see me, somebody new
I'm not that chained-up little person still in love with you
And so you felt like droppin' in and just expect me to be free
Well, now I'm saving all my lovin' for someone who's lovin' me...

11/07/2026. I'm supposed to start my Greek lessons today, but I can't be bothered! I'm planning to move to Spain in 2-3 years anyway!!!
My lesson plan for today:

I love the song "Schwarzer Engel" by Blutengel so much!!! I need to go to M'era Luna one day!!!!!!!!!!!!!

06/07/2026, Greece.
I'm moving to my own flat tomorrow!!! Not in Athens, fuck that. Too busy for me!
This is the very first time I'll live on my own (I used to live with my family and then with my ex-husband).
Let's hope I'll manage! I'm excited, but also anxious af...

Can these fake alt accounts stop adding me to their "following" lists?
It's embarrassing to be followed by 1000 accounts run by the same @SlayMonzter

Lmao cry-

Also back in my day ppl went on others profiles to comment..... these special "humans" type on their own profiles as if anyone else can see them. I'm not gonna stand for it....

Anyway I might drop back or not idk, site is trash a lot. That robert white guy definitely kinda desperate I don't wanna offend him or his personality because then it would be cringe for me. He talks like someone who had zero sex his entire life but wants only japanese and no one else. We call that a weeb.

Tf was the "hot" thing you wanted me to read?
Ffs, you're still the same idiot that writes stuff and then hides/deletes them.
Coward!!!

You're the abnormal one here. Get off my wall, you fucking idiot!

You love Anal sex while chained to a concrete wall? And looking back in anger to the perp doing it to you? Like an abdominal bulge as well and forced orgasm against your will ofc.

I am also not inherently "back" because this site sucks. Seppukinussy turned boring as fuck. I don't deal with that. Idk what you're on about but you're definitely not a normal person

04/07/2026. I'm planning to move back to England in a few months. I miss it, I miss it so much.
I know I just arrived in Greece and to be honest people are nice here... but I really really miss England.
I've been crying no-stop since I moved here...
I want my old English life back.