You love Anal sex while chained to a concrete wall? And looking back in anger to the perp doing it to you? Like an abdominal bulge as well and forced orgasm against your will ofc.

I am also not inherently "back" because this site sucks. Seppukinussy turned boring as fuck. I don't deal with that. Idk what you're on about but you're definitely not a normal person

You know what they'd do to a handsome guy like me in prison?
It rhymes with grape.

A guy called me "baby boy" in chat, before moving onto more XXX comments.
Tf is wrong with these pervs?!

23/06/2026. I want to die. Graves' is taking over my life and I'm done.

19/06/2026. I'm currently sleeping around 12 hours a day.
Beta-blocker and PTU are preventing my death, but I feel dead already.

That's not a nice thing to say.
I was 12 ffs! You're sick in the head.
No wonder nobody wants you here hahaha

you're a faggot hahaha. die queer. i wish the man who raped you killed you as a child. fuckin' gay.

Wie ein Feuer
Verbrennst du die Vergangenheit
Wie ein Sturm
Kämpfst du dich durch die Dunkelheit 
Es kommt die Zeit
In der sich alles ändern kann
Glaub daran
Dass du wieder fliegen kannst

18/06/2026. It's my ex-husband's birthday today.
Happy birthday, JUDAS!

16/06/2026. In hospital, where I've been admitted for a serious illness (not attention-seeking, but I've cheated death). I've already asked the docs when I can leave: I want to go home.