www.reeleak.com

Hahaha

Hey Luka, do you think you have it in you to kill someone? Just a stranger. Someone you know nothing about. Someone innocent.

Yeah definitely lol

Definitely? You wouldn’t have any second thoughts. No concern about your own life?

yeah 100 percent i wouldn't care about my own life or the persons life im killing

That’s interesting. Would you call yourself a psychopath? I’m not trying to annoy you or anything, I’m just genuinely curious

Ah yes, the classic brick prank. Wish she was a better sport about it though.

Sharkme, would you be able to kill someone? Honestly.

Egg, it's fine. i would say i have psychopathic tendencies ever since i was a baby

Have you ever tortured animals?

yeah when i was a teenager i killed a dog with a machete

Also, on a more personal level, do you think you’ve ever loved someone. And if they left, did it hurt you emotionally or did you just shrug it off? Do you ever feel depressed? Or are you just indifferent to everything?

How did you feel after you killed that dog? Any remorse? Were you happy?

I've loved people but I have never had a true emotional bond with anyone in my life nothing ever came off any relationships I've been in.

when i killed the dog i was laughing

I envy you in that regard. I wish I could be like you. I wish I could just feel nothing. But I’m just a regular guy who gets anxiety in the most mildly tense situations.

Thanks lol

Maybe one day you’ll find someone who can make a psychopath feel something. Maybe one day I’ll learn to feel nothing at all.

(Idk if you can tell, but I’m going through some shit right now)

@Egg "kill someone" - self defense, yes. Otherwise prob not unless maybe extreme circumstances

Egg, are u depressed bro? Are u gonna commit suicide?

I am kinda down. My girlfriend broke up with me tonight.

Really? That's horrible how long have u been in the relationship with her for?

@Egg. Damn, that's rough at the start. It will go away with time tho.

Well about 2 years i think. I want to rip her apart, I want to fucking make her suffer, I want to ruin her life… I want to, but of course I won’t. I feel I can express myself like that here without being attacked for it. I am just really angry. I’ll deal with it, but this wound is fresh.

That must be really bad i would be sad if that happened to me

Egg, Get a cute Femboy bf lol jk

@Egg did she go about it in a bad way, that's why u wanna hurt her ? Or she was nice but you're still hurt regardless ? Just get a fleshlight, she won't leave you

I don't even know where to begin on this thread, but I love it and all of you! (tho it sucks about your girl, sorry Egg, hope it hurts less as time passes, maybe some nukes being dropped will cheer us all up in the coming weeks). Also, Egg, the video, you're killin me hahahahaa XD

@Egg, torture her on cam, if she is even real, and upload it here, don't be a lame pussy!

UrDaughterDoesAnal, im not redstir dumbfuck i never posted one off those weird dancing videos

I believe you Luka. I saw you also have an account on bestgore.fun lol

Egg, really lol did you see my videos?

I only saw you comment, but I will check out your videos now. I don’t have an account over there

Says you have no videos :/ .. different guy? What’s your username exactly? Because the guy I’m talking about has your same exact name and old profile pic.

I have 2 Luka Magnotta accounts now on there lol, but my videos got deleted I uploaded Femboy porn and got banned

LMAO wtf XD

Your curiosity interests me Egg. I'm pretty convinced I have NPD (Narcissistic personality disorder), I must admit life is much easier when you care about nothing but yourself, you can come across people who 'interest' you but you'll never feel any real connection with anyone, I see everyone as disposable. Weirdly enough I'm really possessive of objects, there's also a special someone I call my golden ticket, someone I let see the real me. I might not full trust her but I tell her little things every once in a while, of course I wouldn't confess to her straight up just in case. She means a lot to me, I think she's special because she listens and tries to understand me. I've thought about killing her and her family but of course I'm not going to tell her that. I only just turned 18 but it feels really exhausting constantly wearing a mask, to pretend to be someone you're not. I heard this funny term someone called it in a book, he named it skin suit. Sometimes it just feels good to show your true self but that rarely ever happens. I'll give you a little tip, don't try to become something you're not, you might feel this anger now, but overtime feelings change unless it's a truly deep hatred. Don't do something you'll regret. Good luck and stay true to yourself

Thank you for sharing this with me man. And thank you for your encouragement, I really appreciate it. I’ve been keeping myself distracted most of the time. I work out regularly so that’s been keeping me calm I guess. It’s only when it’s quiet that I feel some kind of longing or whatever. Seeing people get ripped apart really puts the meaningless struggles of my life into perspective. It could be worse.

Your best friend is you, the person who'll be with you until the end is you. Don't undermine the pain you feel just because others are going through 'worse'. When you learn to love yourself, accept yourself that longing won't affect you. Find something that completes you, whether that's art, sport or even something more sinister that's up to you.

You’re a good man. I’m still working on that whole self-love thing. It’s easier said than done, but I’m trying .

I'm far from good but just as long as you never give up on yourself is all that matters.

Thank you FuckWhatAmIDoing for sharing- what you described is exactly how I felt for as long as I can remember, only ever cared for one and we literally met as we were the most "evil" people our friends knew so they set us up- years later his career took him to Germany and I couldn't move there because of mine. Now, I have my possessions and a business and some people that are more just time-wasters, as disposable as kleenex. I love me, more than probably anyone else ever will or could- my problem I'd say is finding things that interest me, or people..... lately its been more difficult than previously.... idk what I'd do without these shock sites lol

If I could have a wish it'd be to have a bunch of servants, so that I can talk to them if I choose, make them do what I need/want in the meantime, and shout "I'm approaching!" as I enter areas they occupy so that they flee and hide so I don't see them when I don't want to.

Has anyone in your life ever noticed/addressed your NPD/NPD-tendencies? Does it worry you at all going forward into the future?

You guys are so weird to me. You’re like on a complete different spectrum as me. You guys don’t know how good you have it.

I'm glad I was able to express how you feel BlackLiesMatter, I've only recently become aware myself of my tendencies, sometimes I wish I wasn't this self-aware because all I think now about now is not slipping up. I told 'My golden ticket' about how I always hated one this mutual friend we had (this is before I knew) and she was shocked because I'd pulled it off so convincingly that I liked her, even more. Most people disgust me, but some people also piss me off. Everything they do, how they breathe, eat, talk, walk, look at me and smell, everything is just disgusting. Like a pig. I just worry now that I won't be able to pull off my performance as perfectly/convincingly now that I'm so aware or that I'll snap some day because I won't lie, pretending every day is mental gymnastics. So yes I do worry going forward into the future. I'm not sure if anyone has noticed, if so they haven't told me, I have been told sometimes how selfish and manipulative I am from people close to me but that's about it. This is the first time I've ever told anyone about this to this degree and I must say it kind of feels good to be vulnerable and let people see me. The real me.

What spectrum would you say you're on Egg? What makes you think we have it better than you?

I read this whole comment in the voice of Light Yagami and it’s fucking perfect.

@FuckWhatAmIDoing , the fact you guys can love yourselves and not think about destroying yourselves everyday. It’s something I want more than anything. I hope you guys don’t consider your state of mind an impediment, I wish I could think like you.

It's all about how you perceive yourself, despite me being bullied all my life for my looks/how weird I am, I still regard myself as better then them. I've certainly had times where I thought I wasn't good enough, disgusting etc.Now you said you had a girlfriend and that you broke up, I think everything happens for a reason and you need to focus purely on yourself. Don't try to find another partner, try to fill that void yourself, complete yourself. Try looking at people in a degrading way, in your head point out their flaws, do this to anyone and everybody you meet or see daily. Compare it to something you do better, elevate yourself. Every night when it's just you and your thoughts think of things that male you unique, things that make you, things you like about yourself. If there are things you want to change that are plausible then work towards that. If you find no positives then think of changing to a version of you want to become. In your fantasies what is the perfect version of you, strive for that, like it's life and death. Whatever you do though, don't try to become someone completely else, add to you, don't destroy you. Sorry i suck at this, I'm just spewing whatever comes to mind.

Ngl, your advice is far better and far more realistic than anything anyone in my personal life has tried to tell me. I’ll try this. Thanks again for even taking the time to listen to what I have to say. I legitimately didn’t think anyone on this site would give a fuck.

Now that's something a narcissist likes to hear. Glad I was of help.

Now I'm curious, what have people in your personal life told you?

Just a bunch of vague , common sense type shit. “Love yourself” , “it’s okay to feel what you feel” , “stop depending on people” etc. These are all things I already know. A lot of words with no actual actionable solution.

Sounds like you surround yourself with basic boring people. Fix that ;) They have no imagination nor any true understanding of how life works. I feel bad for you that those kind of people are even in your life

Its a double edged sword being self aware, you end up more in control of yourself and the world/people around (as you improve your manipulation of them both), yet oddly you feel more alone even when you’re surrounded by people or even “friends”. I used to wish to find someone like me, but even my ex wasn’t as dark so I never fully opened up the skin suit, but it was the closest i’d ever come to it with another human. People are disgusting for the most part, so thats fair to feel that way lol, and it gets easier with time to keep it inside and emit it here and there, through sarcasm and joking insults that are not actually jokes but sound like them so-as to give people a false sense that they’re “in on the joke”. These days I have worked out an art of insulting/embarrassing people with a smile and a sarcastic tone, usually I get them to laugh and then thats even more fun for me cause it starts a pattern for us to build on. Otherwise I don’t know them long, and I am more than fine with that. @Egg, I do love myself, though I’d be lying if I said I don’t think about “destroying myself” in various ways, not that I would because of how much I love me, but my mind is always inclined to think of the darker options way before any others; same as when I’m on a roof or high up floor I imagine flinging myself off and what the view would be like and if I’d see any horrified expressions of people on my way down- But I wouldn’t do it because I’d much rather go out in a more fun way if I were to do myself in, I’d prefer to crash a Martin Jetpack into the IRS Director’s home on Christmas Day wearing a C4 vest at the ripe old age of 80, I’d facebook-live it too. Talking like this with you guys kinda makes me wish we all knew each other and had a group lol, a friend recently invited me to a discord group and I was streaming some videos from places like here (as I save most) but I still had to be selective so as not to make them think they invited a serial killed into their group haha, but I hate holding it back, I just wanna laugh with friends as we watch shit like a Chinese man being torn to shreds by a tiller he started up while inside it. People in my personal life, they generally don’t know me fully like this, but they have varying levels of awareness. The ones who know me as much as they can, I’ve been told I’m intimidating, and scary and blah blah blah, a time or two I’ve been called a sociopath, psychopath, to which I am unfazed because most opinions simply mean nothing to me. People close to me call me asshole as a nickname, which I actually find amusing for the most part. I have for years openly told people when they say “oh you’re so nice” that its a damaging lie and borderline slander. And if they inquire further I make clear, I want the bar kept nice and low, no unnecessary expectations of me which I didn’t set.

I guess in a way even we seek people who are like us , there's just something special about meeting someone who understands you, where you can just be yourself. I truly wonder if I'll ever meet someone like that in real life. If you're interested we can get in touch on some other platform. I used to be call the "douche" or "dick" of my friend group, seems to be a troupe for us that we're asshole. I personally don't like being seen like that because there's way more to me than just being an ass. I even thought about having a killer partner but that was ages ago, it's definitely an appeal. Like I said complete yourself and you'll feel unstoppable, like you have nothing to lose. I have a good mother and she raised me well, I was always taught to be nice, so for example I've been programmed to be automatically nice in public situations hence making my blending in quite easy. I'm not sure why but I find weak people absolutely disgusting, as low as it could get. I can stand to be around them or watch them. We're unique and people are scared of which they don't understand. I don't like the words like sick, deranged thrown around, we're simply superior, we're not average. We see the world and humanity for what it really is. We're not weak or vulnerable. It's natural to seek people who are like us, it's human nature. Maybe I am truly nice, no matter it just makes it even sweeter when I stab you in the back when you don't expect it. There's such a thrill of the unexpected

TBH he's better at approaching women than I am soo ....