Life gets better whatever the situation is i've been through worst of the worsts. I once stood with a blade at my wrist and could have ended it all right there but than i thought right on the spot "did I actually gave my best shot at life, is it the only way out for me" and honestly I felt ashamed that I was thinking of going without a fight. Now I have truly turned my life around, my parents who thought of me as a lost now respect me. I would like to guide you as a friend so mail me at colin.newmans.op@gmail.com

Nah it's not worth it, give another chance at life. You only have one life. And believe it or not, yours is valuable. This permanent decision you can't come back from isn't a good solution for a temporary problem. Stay with us, keep fighting. You're strong.

@BahTheSheep I totally understand you. I feel the same. And you gave me a good idea with a carbon monoxide tank. I don't know when I will do it, but I know I will eventually.