I'm going to take a break of 1 week or more, I contacted a psychiatrist and a psychologist, they will help me with my mental health and my supposed disorders. I have to get treatment, So for my mental well-being I'm going to move away a little from gore and social media in general. I'm at a point where gore just makes me miss a step in my life, I can't move forward. I will reply to the private message of course, but no upload, no comments, no likes. I became the person I hated the most, with no empathy, no pity, selfish, racist, which does not correspond to my values. When I'm better, I'll ask my girlfriend to marry me, get married and have another child. I need to move on, to leave the past and my old habits behind. I want to become a better person and I will gradually disappear from these shitty websites. I want yall to do the same, live your life, build a family, make a career and you will be happy. I'm sorry for the inappropriate comments I posted. I love you all and I hope you move forward as I am doing right now, je vous aime tous <3 - Ren